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Thursday, January 22, 2009 ‚ô•
it sucks

I'm in more pain that this. Can you imagine?


Oh my god. It's official. I lost. It's darn obvious. I mean it's not even obvious, its uber apparent, like a flashing fluorescent neon sign OBVIOUS. I am a failure period. This certain someone has most definitely lost all the interest he HAD. Thanks to me and my "try to make it unobvious" strategy. The "try to make it unobvious" strategy is now turning its back on me and is making it the "try to make it MORE obvious" strategy, which obviously is going to make ME embarass myself to the point of no return. I totally need to rant. But I can't do it here. Too many people are reading which will result in too many awkward questions. (Fair warning: I'm gonna speak in 3rd person) MELISSA! Why the HELL can't you move on. This is impossible. He's a total player. And a ladies' man. And Oh my god, Melissa, you're screwed! It's gonna take ages to get over it. Not just ages, CENTURIES! And this is gonna be harder than studying for a History test. How bad is this? It's bad to the point where even ice cream can't resolve it. And ice cream was supposed to be able to make everything better. Stupid dream. MelissaWANTS to skip first block tomorrow. She is just not in the mood to do anything. Mel, just suck it up k?(this is what I've been telling myself over and over again) It never seems to work. He's not gorgeous. He's not nice. But he is a total attention grabber. And has nice hair. And is hilarious. And TOTALLY doesn't want to acknowledge my presence. Why why why?!? This is getting ridiculous. What happened to my pretty angel who was ALWAYS(i'm dead serious) there when I'm in some sort of emotional crisis? Whatever happened to my pretty angel who called every once in a while, and texts every day? Whatever happened to my pretty angel who would always be the FIRST one to wish me a Merry X'mas? Whatever happened to my pretty angel who does EVERYTHING just to grab my attention? Whatever happened to addressing me as "Boo"? Whatever happened to everything that happened in the past? It died.





Note: Melissa Sim pretty much died throughout the whole of this week.

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