In about an hour, I'm going to Elizabeth's and we're going to pick Pao up and go to Rachel's place to get ready for Sadies. Yup. I hope it's gonna be fun. Well it's not going to be AS fun because a certain someone is not going but anywho, I plan to have fun so NO STOPPING ME! Haha. Melissa is turning over a new leaf! Hehe. I wonder is Alejandro is actually going to show up in a feather boa. Preferably a hot pink one. I'm going to die laughing if he does! Ellie and Mickey and Emma and Katie are ditching. They're such PPs. Oh well. Now I'm desperately trying to finish Bio homework before I leave.(Really, I'm blogging instead) It's probably not gonna happen. Oh my god. And I'm not even half way through the freakin Good Earth! I haven't even started on the quote reflection crap. It's too overwhelming but yet, surprising enough, I'm not even thinking about dropping out. Hmm...weird. It's a different Me. Here's a list of things that needs to be done:

1) Reading Good Earth
2) Finishing the written part of Good Earth
3) Bio study guide packet
4) Studying for the Bio quiz!
5) START working on the Poem Book
6) Memorize the English poem that needs to be presented this coming Friday!
7) History Notes
8) Math homework
9) Send out invites for my party(I really need to get started on this one)!!!

...aaaahhhhhh! Now you get an idea of my overwhelming-ness?
and my procrastination habits doesn't help either. I'm sure you know that.

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Hey. It's me again. It's been long. I intend to update you. SOON. Not today, I don't feel like it. Wait till it's calmed down(like the Tsunami aftermath).

I haven't really been in a socializing mood these days. I don't know why. I'm actually having more fun with the people sitting next to me in my classes than with my usual "group". After school, I'd run outside hoping that my mom is here to pick me up just so I wouldn't run into someone I know and is forced to socialize. Bloody weird. Sadie Hawkins is this Saturday. Oh brother! (I'm sure you know why I'm "Oh brother-ing") My birthday is next week. I'm craving a decent birthday that doesn't involve any form of emo-ness.

M A K E I T H A P P E N .

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!@#$%^&*&^%$#@!@#$%^&*(*&^%$#@!

that's all I have to say for now.




It's Chinese New Year eve today which means its Chinese New Year tomorrow. How exciting-ish. I wish I could just not go to school and skip the math quiz, the History test, and Bob freakin Bote! Yeah, so Kho's Bistro invited us to go have a CNY lunch today. Everyone was there. I ate A LOT. No, seriously. I am now stuffed. Then after that, my family was gonna go deliver the CNY gifts to Kenneth's family but he wasn't home so we just hung out at Target. When we returned to their house, I thought I was gonna just go pass the presents to them BUT everyone decided that they were just gonna show up at the doorstep. Stalker much? Yah then everyone agreed to go in their house and talk for a few moments. DREAD! Yeah, Kenneth and his brother looked totally clueless when we walked into their house. Reminds me of Thanksgiving. I HATE it when they just invite themselves to someone else's house. They=my family. Its obviously not awkward for them cause its simply "just another asian family". But hell yeah its weird for me! Oh my god.

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I woke up at noon today. I hate waking up this late, it feels like a whole day has gone to waste, but I still do anyways. I managed to finish math and now all I need to do is study for Tucker's test. And ofcourse, try and do most of the Good Earth assignment if possible. I'm sure its possible but the "devil" part of me will try and make it impossible, if you know what I mean.

Tomorrow is a Sunday. Another one of those days, same as the rest. Boring. Lifeless. I totally need some drama. Wait, I actually do have drama. I'm just trying to avoid it. So I guess that's drama? Chinese New Year is around the corner, next week. It's not much of a festive here in the United States. I remember two years ago when it comes to Chinese New Year, my grandma would decorate the house with red lanterns and red packets. Oh, those were the days. And we would all go for CNY shopping for new clothes. But it was nothing compared to the food. Food was always the best part. And then of course, we get like 2 weeks off from school. I guess everything is completely turned around now.

Sadie Hawkins is next week. I'm excited and not excited. Most of my friends are ditching it for a movie. This is when peer pressure steps in, but I can't just ditch because Jennie and I already made costumes. I'm not even sure if we're gonna wear it. Our outfits and totally designed for a hot, summer day. And Sadie's is going to be the complete antithesis. A cold, winter, night. Great. Maybe I'll just put on a dress and wear some leis. I could be a Hawaiian princess. Or I could just wear a dress and be the only normal person there. That could work. I don't know.

Toodles for now.
xxmel

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Hola chicas. I'm feeling much better today, thanks for asking. I actually didn't do too bad on my Bio quiz. GASP. Surprise. I might've gotten a B on it cause some questions were a little tacky. Anyway, I'm not gonna talk about school today. Or any of my common problems that you hear about in almost every other post. My birthday is in 15 days! *aaahhh* I want a helium balloon tied to my locker! But its gonna be a Saturday so I guess I'll half-celebrate it on Friday. Haha. I might have a party, might not. Depends on my mood. I think I probably will but I can't invite too many people. You guys, my house is not a fairytale mansion, it doesn't fit more than 8 people. And if I'm gonna have friends over, I should probably start organizing my room(not that its already organized) AND change my bedspreads and stuff like that. I don't get why some people have stuff piled all over the floor in their room! I mean, how the heck do you stand it?!? I would MUCH MUCH rather not do homework and clean my room even if it requires me to pull an all nighter.

TOPIC CHANGE.

So I web chatted with Tessa yesterday. We had heart-to-heart talks like we always do. She promised to mail me a birthday gift but I doubt she will. She'll probably "forget" or blame the postman for stealing the gift. I mean come on! Who steals gifts? She's flew from Australia to China to Indonesia to Malaysia. Now she's in Malaysia, visiting for about 2 weeks. She's going back to Aussie next week. That girl saved my life! She helped me with my stupid shaw sonnet that was due today. Well she didn't exactly "help" me, she basically blurted out words that rhyme. Wth?
Anyways, then I took some screen shots of her without her knowing:

p.s. I totally reccommend everyone getting a facebook. It's convenient.

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Oh my god. It's official. I lost. It's darn obvious. I mean it's not even obvious, its uber apparent, like a flashing fluorescent neon sign OBVIOUS. I am a failure period. This certain someone has most definitely lost all the interest he HAD. Thanks to me and my "try to make it unobvious" strategy. The "try to make it unobvious" strategy is now turning its back on me and is making it the "try to make it MORE obvious" strategy, which obviously is going to make ME embarass myself to the point of no return. I totally need to rant. But I can't do it here. Too many people are reading which will result in too many awkward questions. (Fair warning: I'm gonna speak in 3rd person) MELISSA! Why the HELL can't you move on. This is impossible. He's a total player. And a ladies' man. And Oh my god, Melissa, you're screwed! It's gonna take ages to get over it. Not just ages, CENTURIES! And this is gonna be harder than studying for a History test. How bad is this? It's bad to the point where even ice cream can't resolve it. And ice cream was supposed to be able to make everything better. Stupid dream. MelissaWANTS to skip first block tomorrow. She is just not in the mood to do anything. Mel, just suck it up k?(this is what I've been telling myself over and over again) It never seems to work. He's not gorgeous. He's not nice. But he is a total attention grabber. And has nice hair. And is hilarious. And TOTALLY doesn't want to acknowledge my presence. Why why why?!? This is getting ridiculous. What happened to my pretty angel who was ALWAYS(i'm dead serious) there when I'm in some sort of emotional crisis? Whatever happened to my pretty angel who called every once in a while, and texts every day? Whatever happened to my pretty angel who would always be the FIRST one to wish me a Merry X'mas? Whatever happened to my pretty angel who does EVERYTHING just to grab my attention? Whatever happened to addressing me as "Boo"? Whatever happened to everything that happened in the past? It died.





Note: Melissa Sim pretty much died throughout the whole of this week.

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I got home this morning at about 11ish. Last night was fun but super tiring. Yah and ofcourse, there were plenty of pictures and videos which are already posted up on facebook, so go look! At 9, we went down to Splitz bowling center. It was my first time, so I was like totally excited when the lights went off and stuff. I WON THE SECOND GAME!!!!!!!! ...just thought I should throw that in there. I must say, I was pretty amazing after not bowling for about 3 years. We had late night pizza and popcorn snacks which totally had my stomach growling for the rest of the night. My stomach tends to digest in its own unique way. On the way back, we were all talking about who we're gonna ask to Sadie's. THEY had their little "plan" for me to ask someone. We'll just call him "Juno". Yeah, Jennie insists that I should ask Juno cause we look "cute" together...which I totally don't get! And then we managed to get 3 people on my A list and ofcourse, I didn't pick ANY of the three. Jennie did! Apparently, guy number 1 is totally in love with me and we look cute together. Guy number 2 apparently "wants" me real badly. And guy number 3 has nice hair! Ugh!!!! I'm proud to call them my friends...way to go guys! Anyhoots, so we got home at 12 and watched a movie. Actually, weweren't really watching it. At least I didn't...I was just glaring at the moving screen. Amusing. My brain crashed at 2. The dog woke me up at about 6. He was continuously barking and then suddenly decided that he was gonna give me kisses while I'm dead asleep. Well then! Mom picked me up at 11 and I spent the rest of the afternoon stalking people on Facebook...definitely one of the things I love to do that's not weird at all.

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I'm totally back after forever.

I've just been lazy. SO, I'm kinda excited for this week of school excluding the crazy diet I'm going on again. On Sunday, I hung out with Jennie and got my daily dose of exercise. We were making our outfits for Sadie's so we got dropped off at Walmart. But we couldn't find what we needed so we walked to Hobby Lobby but it was freakin closed. So Jennie suggested that we go to Kohls and insisted that she knew where it was even though I was positive she had no idea. She didn't find Kohls and so we dropped by at Target instead. Target wasn't any help so we walked to JCPenney but we still couldn't find anything. And so Jennie decided that she knew where Kohls was and led me to King Soopers instead. Then instead of admitting that she had no clue where Kohls was, she said that the entire departmental store "moved". Yeah Jennie, massive stores like Kohls totally have legs! I was frantically looking on the road to see if anyone I knew drove by so then we could get a ride! But then we found Kohls and sure enough, everything we needed was in that store. Great. We got home to Jennie's house and started on our awesome costume. It turned out great. Except for the socks...they just weren't as "hot" as the other items. After we were done, I decided that I wanted to crimp Jennie's hair. So I did. She looked like a lion...the pictures totally explain it.

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Melissa had an awkward day. She feels like speaking in third person and she shall do so. So Melissa hopes that there is no school tomorrow cuz of the whole fire evacuation thing. She could really use one day of no biology. Today, Melissa was trying to avoid seeing him today. But sure enough, she's never successful at stuff like that. She has to go bump into him at the weirdest times of the day. Melissa has to admit, he looks good in bright neon colors. Melissa is an awesome creeper! Nevermind, that was unnecessary. Next week, Melissa is going to Pao's party and do stuff.

Ok now, Melissa suggests that EVERYONE go get a facebook! That way, she can chill with people. OK deal? yes.

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tonight I wanna cry.


I don't know why.


It's probably one of those emo-depressed days I get once in a while.

and I'm tired as well. Very tired.

and I'm not finished with Bio. Which sucks.


I completely hate these emo days I get where I have no idea why I'm this upset.

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Can you believe I am not done with homework? Queen of procrastination sitting right here. So, these past days have been pretty easy-going and NON-hectic thus, creating a mind-numbing life for Melissa Sim(that's me). I actually am kinda like SUPERLY DELIGHTED school is starting. I definitely am NOT looking forward to 6:00am and homework+stress+exams+quizzes+History+Bio but haha, besides that, I can't wait to see my amigas/amigos again. It's not like I didn't hang with them over break or anything, but I guess I just hate how boring break is. The perfect school day would start at around 2:00pm and end at like 6:00 with no tests or quizzes...I don't mind homework really. K so for the past like 3 weeks, I totally fell in love with the name Jared. It's like awe-inspiring. Seriously. Oh Oh...and as some of you guys know, my piano has a name. The piano itself is named Dolce. And the piano bench is named Gabbana. It's breathtaking, I know.

My birthday is coming up...in like 34 days. Today, mi madre asked me what I wanted to do on my birthday. She suggested inviting friends over for a "chill time" but I don't know...I kinda want something more thrilling(like sky-diving or something lol) JKAY! Maybe we'll go grab a pizza or something...or ice cream. Pizza, ice-cream. Ice cream definitely! Or maybe I won't even have a party and just celebrate it at school. I don't know how that'll work but I'll figure something out.

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